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The Last Dispatch: May 2026 reflections

Welcome to our May 2026 blog post! This month, we invite you to share your deepest thoughts and reactions to "The Last Dispatch." Join us in a conversation that explores peace of mind, thought, and soul, and how this story resonates with you.

Your voice, our peace

We want to hear from you! "The Last Dispatch" is more than just a story; it's an invitation to explore peaceful thoughts and reactions. Share your insights, your emotions, and what the novel means to you. Your unique perspective enriches our community and helps spread the word of peace.

A dyslexic author's journey

"The Last Dispatch" represents how I, as a writer, see the world through a dyslexic mind and soul. As someone who writes with ADHD or ADD, managing attention is a huge undertaking for me. This novel is the first of many I hope to share. I believe my unique perspective offers a fresh lens through which to view peace, and I invite those who identify with similar experiences to connect with the narrative.

Finding yourself in the story

We all have a little piece of each of the characters within us. As you read "The Last Dispatch," I hope you realize this feeling and recognize the characteristics that resonate deeply within this novel. It's about finding common ground, fostering peace of mind, and connecting with the universal aspects of the human experience. What part of the story speaks to your soul?

Chapter 8: The Space Between
Time didn’t move the same in that room.
It stretched.
Not longer—just uneven.
Moments didn’t follow each other the way they should.
They overlapped.
Paused.
Then skipped ahead without warning.
Mike wasn’t fully there.
But he wasn’t gone.
He existed somewhere in between—
a space where things didn’t need to make sense to still feel real.
—
The road came back first.
Not the storm.
Not the truck.
Just the road.
Dry.
Endless.
No edges.
No markers.
No lines painted to follow.
Just a surface that moved forward whether he did or not.
Mike stood on it.
Not driving.
Not moving.
Just… there.
That wasn’t right.
He didn’t stand still.
Ever.
Something shifted.
A sound—
faint at first.
Then clearer.
A voice.
“You still trying to outdrive something that ain’t chasing you?”
The old man.
Same tone.
Same weight.
Mike turned.
Not quickly.
Not slow.
Just enough.
The old man stood a few feet off the road.
Like he always had.
Not in the way.
Not leading.
Just… present.
Mike didn’t answer.
Didn’t need to.
The question had already landed.
Same as before.
Unfinished.
The old man nodded once.
Like that was expected.
“You run lines like they mean something permanent,” he said.
Mike looked back at the road.
It didn’t change.
Didn’t react.
“You stay on ‘em like there’s a reward at the end.”
Mike’s jaw tightened slightly.
Not defensive.
Just aware.
“That how you see it?” the old man asked.
Mike shook his head once.
Small.
“No.”
The word felt different here.
Less certain.
The old man stepped closer.
Boots making no sound.
“That ain’t how you drive,” he said.
Mike looked at him.
For the first time—
direct.
“Then what is it?”
The old man studied him.
Not long.
Just enough.
“It’s control,” he said.
Simple.
Clean.
Mike didn’t respond.
But something in him shifted.
Not rejection.
Recognition.
The old man nodded again.
“You don’t trust the road,” he continued.“You trust what you can do with it.”
Mike glanced down.
At his hands.
Empty.
No wheel.
No weight.
That mattered.
The old man followed his gaze.
“That bothering you?”
Mike flexed his fingers slightly.
Nothing there to grip.
“Yeah.”
Honest.
The old man exhaled once.
Slow.
“Good.”
Mike looked back up.
That wasn’t the answer he expected.
“You ever notice,” the old man said,“the tighter you hold a line, the less room you got when it shifts?”
Mike didn’t answer.
But the question stayed.
Different from before.
Closer.
The road ahead wavered.
Just slightly.
Like heat rising off asphalt.
Then it bent.
Not sharply.
Just enough to break the straight.
Mike watched it.
Instinct rising.
He stepped forward—
then stopped.
No truck.
No wheel.
No way to correct it.
That mattered.
“What do you do,” the old man asked quietly,“when the line don’t hold?”
Mike stared at the road.
At the bend.
At the space where control used to live.
His mind reached—
patterns.
Adjustments.
Corrections.
Nothing fit.
The old man didn’t move.
Didn’t help.
Didn’t need to.
“Mike.”
His name landed heavier this time.
Not a call.
A placement.
Mike looked at him again.
“What?”
The old man’s expression didn’t change.
“You let it.”
The words didn’t settle.
Didn’t click.
Mike’s brow tightened.
“Let it what?”
“Break.”
Silence.
The road bent further.
Not collapsing.
Just changing.
Mike felt it in his chest.
That pull—
the same one he fought every time something didn’t align.
Fix it.
Correct it.
Hold it.
The old man watched him.
Steady.
“You ain’t losing control,” he said.
Mike’s eyes narrowed slightly.
“That’s exactly what it is.”
The old man shook his head once.
“No,” he said.
“It’s the first time you don’t have it.”
That landed.
Different.
Heavier.
Mike looked back at his hands again.
Still empty.
The absence was louder now.
The old man stepped back.
Giving space.
Not distance.
“Question is,” he said,“what are you without it?”
The road shifted again.
The bend widening.
The straight line gone.
Mike stood there—
between what he knew
and what he didn’t.
Between holding on—
and letting something move without him forcing it to.
For the first time—
he didn’t step forward.
—
In the room—
his breathing changed.
Not steady.
But different.
Less forced.
Like something inside him had stopped fighting long enough to reset.
Ruth noticed it.
Before anyone said a word.
She didn’t move.
Didn’t speak.
Just watched.
His face had softened.
Not fully.
But enough.
Like the strain had eased—
just slightly.
“What’s happening?” someone asked quietly.
Ruth shook her head once.
“I don’t know.”
But she felt it.
That same thing she’d noticed before—
the space between something leaving
and something deciding to stay.
Mike’s fingers moved again.
Small.
Intentional.
Not a twitch.
A reach.
Ruth saw it.
Moved closer.
Her hand met his before he lost it again.
“Hey,” she said, steady.
“You’re still here.”
His breathing caught once.
Then released.
Not fixed.
But not breaking the same way either.
Ruth held her position.
Didn’t grip.
Didn’t force.
Just… there.
Because whatever line he was on now—
it wasn’t one you could steer for him.
—
Back on the road—
Mike stood at the bend.
The question still there.
Not gone.
Not answered.
But different now.
Closer.
Not something to solve—
something to face.
His hands stayed at his sides.
The road moved anyway.
And for the first time—
he didn’t try to make it straighten.
Chapter 9: The Pull
It didn’t go dark.
There was still light.
But it wasn’t coming from anywhere.
No edge.No source.
Just… there.
Mike didn’t feel his hands.
Didn’t feel the pressure behind his eye.
Didn’t feel the truck.
That part was gone.
And with it—
the need to correct anything.
That mattered.
Because for the first time—
nothing was out of place.

Something shifted.
Not in front of him.
Not around him.
Just… available.
Like a surface he hadn’t noticed until it was already there.
Mike reached—
not with his hands.
With attention.
And it opened.

A moment.
Morning light.
Soft.
Alison.
Turned slightly away.
Breathing steady.
Mike held it.
Watched it.
Not the details.
The feeling.
Warm.
Complete.
It stayed as long as he did.
Then—
it changed.

His father.
Sitting.
Watching.
Same look.
Same weight.
Nothing said.
Everything understood.
Mike leaned into it—
trying to hold it longer.
Test it.
But it slipped.
Not away.
Just… replaced.

The road.
Always the road.
Dry.
Endless.
No lines.
No markers.
Nothing to follow.
Mike searched for it—
the line he always held.
There wasn’t one.
That mattered.

The space moved again.
Faster now.
Moments surfacing before he reached for them.
Aligning before he adjusted.
Clean.
Effortless.
No delay.
No misalignment.
Everything landing exactly where it should.
Without him doing anything.
Mike stilled.
Because that—
that wasn’t how it worked.

He slowed.
Or tried to.
Reached for one—
held it—
forced it to stay.
For a second—
it worked.
Then the light shifted.
Took it.
Replaced it.
Smoother than he could.
Better than he could.
Mike’s focus tightened.
Trying to find the pattern.
Trying to understand what was driving it.
Nothing held long enough.
Nothing stayed where he put it.

The pull settled in.
Not force.
Not pressure.
Just… less resistance.
Each moment easier than the last.
Each transition smoother.
Quieter.
Cleaner.
Like the space was removing everything that made it hard.
Mike didn’t move.
Didn’t need to.
And that—
that was the problem.

Something in him reached back.
Not panic.
Not fear.
Recognition.
This wasn’t alignment.
It was absence.
The part of him that adjusted—
that tested—
that chose—
wasn’t being used.
Didn’t need to be.
The space handled it.
Before he could.
Better than he could.

The light shifted again.
His father.
Standing now.
Not sitting.
Closer.
Still watching.
But not alone.
There was someone else.
Further back.
Just outside of where things held clearly.
Not hidden.
Just… not given.
That mattered.
Mike focused on it.
Tried to bring it forward.
Adjust it.
See it clearly.
But the space didn’t respond.
It held him where it was.
Unresolved.

The pull deepened.
Not stronger.
Just easier.
Like stepping into something that didn’t push back.
The farther he let it happen—
the less he had to do.
The less he had to be involved.

The second figure shifted slightly.
Not closer.
Not away.
Just enough to change the space around him.
Mike leaned into it—
trying to catch the shape.
Trying to hold it long enough to understand.
For a second—
it almost worked.
A frame.
A posture.
Something familiar—
but not placed.
He should’ve known him.
That part didn’t land.

The light moved.
Not sudden.
Not forced.
Just… enough.
And the image slipped.
Gone—
but not gone.
Just out of reach again.

Mike stayed where he was.
Still.
Not correcting.
Not reaching.
Because for the first time—
he didn’t know if holding it
would bring it back.
Or erase it completely.

The space didn’t wait.
It continued.
Smoother.
Quieter.
Pulling him forward without asking.
Without needing him to agree.

And somewhere beneath it—
the question remained.
Not answered.
Not gone.
Just… there.
Unfinished.

Mike didn’t follow.
Didn’t resist.
He stayed in the space between—
where something almost made sense.
And almost held.
And almost became something he could name.

Almost.
Chapter 10: The Return
The space didn’t hold the same.
It still moved—
but something was off.
Not in the light.
In the rhythm.
A break.
Small at first.
Then again.
Mike felt it—
not as sound.
As interruption.

Something pressed through him.
Deep.
Centered.
Gone.
Then—
again.
Not from within.
From outside the space.
That mattered.

The light shifted—
but not clean.
Edges loosened.
Moments slipping before they settled.
Alison—
there—
then not.
His father—
closer—
then pulled back.
The second figure—
almost—
then gone again.

Another impact.
Stronger.
Closer together.
No pattern he could read.
No timing he could get ahead of.
Mike stilled.
Tried to map it.
Find the line.
There wasn’t one.

The pull remained.
Forward.
Effortless.
No resistance.
Nothing to correct.
But now—
it wasn’t alone.

The pressure came again.
Harder.
Holding longer this time.
It didn’t pass through him.
It pushed.
Demanded something back.
Mike felt it in the center—
where the rhythm should’ve been his.

He tried to match it.
Instinct.
Adjust.
Align.
But it didn’t respond.
Didn’t wait.
Didn’t care if he found it.
It kept coming.
Set by something else.

The light flickered.
Not fading.
Breaking.
Moments no longer clean.
Edges pulling apart.
The collage slipping out of order.
Too fast now.
Then too slow.
Then gone before he reached it.

Another compression.
Deeper.
Closer.
The space bent around it.
The road—
gone.
Alison—
fragmented.
His father—
further now.
The second figure—
barely there.
Mike leaned toward it—
one more time.
Trying to hold it.
Trying to make it stay.

It didn’t.

The pressure built again.
Stacking now.
No space between.
No space for him.

Something new came with it.
Not light.
Not memory.
Weight.
Returning.
Slow.
Unfamiliar.
Wrong.

The pull forward weakened.
Not gone.
Just… outmatched.
Like something stronger had taken hold.
Not asking.
Not waiting.

The impacts kept coming.
Relentless now.
Each one forcing something back into place—
whether it fit or not.
Mike felt it.
The misalignment returning.
The delay.
The gap between thought and response.
The thing he had spent years staying ahead of—
now ahead of him.

Voices broke through.
Not clear.
Fragments.
“—again—”
“—stay—”
“—come on—”
They didn’t land as words.
Just force.
Just direction.

The light fractured again.
Not smooth anymore.
Not clean.
Moments tearing before they formed.
The space losing its hold.

Mike reached—
not for the memories.
For the stillness.
For the place where nothing needed him.
Where nothing resisted.
Where everything aligned without effort.

Another compression.
Hard.
Centered.
It took that space—
and broke it.

The second figure—
gone.
Not fading.
Removed.
Before it could hold.

Mike stilled.
Because that mattered.
More than anything else.

The pressure didn’t stop.
It built.
Layered.
Forced.

Something pulled at his chest.
Not the same as before.
Different.
Air—
but not his.
Given.
Not taken.

The rhythm changed.
Not smoother.
Stronger.
Less avoidable.

The light didn’t disappear.
It shattered.
Pieces slipping past him.
Out of reach.
Unrecoverable.

Mike tried to hold one.
Any one.
Something that stayed.
Something that made sense.

Nothing did.

The pressure hit again—
and this time—
something answered.
Not fully.
Not clean.
But there.
A response.
Small.
Delayed.
Real.

The space collapsed.
Not all at once.
Section by section.
Like something being taken apart.

The last thing that held—
was the feeling.
Not the image.
Not the memory.
Just that—
almost recognition.

Then—
that slipped too.

The weight returned.
Fully now.
Body.
Pressure.
Sound.

A voice cut through it.
Not loud.
Not distant.
Close.
Right there.
“Hey—”
It held.
Didn’t drift.
“Stay with me.”
Another compression.
Deeper.
Pulling him further in.
“Hold the line.”
That landed.
Different.
Not part of the space.
Not part of the pull.
Something real.
Something that needed him.
“I need you to stay with me.”

The pressure came again—
and this time—
it didn’t pass through.
It held him.

The first breath wasn’t his.
It forced its way in.
Sharp.
Incomplete.
Wrong.

“Now.”
Closer.
Stronger.
Not louder—
clearer.
“You need to come back.”

The second breath caught.
Held longer.

Mike’s body answered.
Not aligned.
Not ready.
But there.

His eyes opened—
not fully—
but enough.

The light was gone.
Not faded.
Not waiting.
Gone.

The rhythm remained.
Not his.
But real.

And for the first time since it began—
Mike didn’t choose the line.

He came back to it.
This is exactly the right pressure point.
You’re not just changing POV—you’re tightening the world around Mike.Storm outside. Body failing inside. Ruth in the middle.
That’s how you pull the strings tighter.
Let’s build Chapter 12 with:
• Movement 1 (Immediate shift)
• Movement 3 (Ruth’s recognition)
• Environmental escalation (wind, rain, water entering)

Chapter 12: The Room
Ruth felt it before anyone said it.
Something changed.
Not the noise.
Not the movement.
Him.

His chest didn’t rise the same.
Not as deep.
Not as steady.
Just… less.

Her hand stayed on his arm.
Didn’t press.
Didn’t check twice.
She already knew.

Outside—
the wind shifted.
Not louder.
Closer.
It pushed against the building—
hard enough to be felt through the walls.

Rain followed.
Not falling now.
Driving.
Hitting the windows sideways.
A hollow rattle.
Then a harder one.
Something loose outside—
metal—
striking in uneven rhythm.

“Hey—”
Ruth leaned closer.
Her voice steady.
“Stay with me.”

Nothing.

Across the room—
a chair scraped.
Fast.
“Check him again—”
Another voice—
tighter now.
“He dropped—he dropped again—”

Ruth didn’t turn.
Didn’t follow it.
Her focus stayed where it was.

His skin changed.
Not cold.
Not warm.
Just—
wrong.

The door slammed somewhere behind her.
Wind forcing it open—
then someone fighting it closed.
“Get that—!”
Boots on wet wood.
Water hitting the floor.

Ruth heard it.
Didn’t look.

She felt it first—
before she saw it.
Cold at her knee.

Water.

It slipped under the door.
Slow.
Then faster.
Carrying dirt.
Debris.
Movement.

“Damn it—”
“Sandbags—where—”
“Too late for that—”

The room split.
Half on him.
Half on everything else coming in.

Ruth stayed where she was.

Her grandfather used to say—
not when things were calm.
Not when it made sense.
Only when it mattered.

“You don’t wait for it to get worse.”

She hadn’t understood it then.
Too young.
Too far from moments like this.

Now—
she did.

She looked down at Mike again.
Really looked.

The space between breaths—
too long.

That was it.
Not the breathing.
The space.

She leaned in closer.
Her voice didn’t change.
Didn’t rise with the room.
Didn’t match the urgency around her.

“Hey,” she said.
Firm.
Certain.
“You’re not done.”

Nothing.

Water pushed further across the floor.
Reaching the legs of the table now.
Rippling with each step around it.

“Stan—!”
A voice from the back.
“We can’t keep him here—”

That landed.
Different than the rest.
Not reaction.
Decision.

Ruth looked up then.
First time.
Eyes finding him.

“Then we move him,” she said.
Not loud.
But it held.

A pause.
Short.
But real.

Stan nodded once.
That was enough.
“Get the truck ready—now.”

Movement shifted.
Purpose replaced noise.

Ruth turned back to Mike.
Closer now.
Her hand finding his again.

The storm hit harder.
Wind howling now—
not around the building—
through it.

Water climbed.
Not fast.
But steady.
Like it wasn’t stopping.

Ruth didn’t look at it again.
Didn’t need to.

Her focus stayed where it was.

“Hold the line,” she said.
Quieter this time.
Not for the room.
Not for anyone else.

For him.

Because whatever was pulling him—
whatever had already taken him once—
was still there.
She could feel that much.

And she wasn’t letting it take him again.

Chapter 14: The Current
The road didn’t disappear.
It changed.

Water crossed it in thin sheets.
Not deep.
Not still.
Moving.

Ruth saw it before the truck reached it.
Not the water itself.
The way it moved.
Where it pulled.
Where it gathered.

“Ease up,” she said.
Not loud.
Enough.

The driver slowed.
Late.
But not too late.

The tires met it—
and the feel shifted.
Not grip.
Not slide.
Something between.

Ruth leaned forward slightly.
Watching the surface.
Not the road beneath it.
That part didn’t matter anymore.

In the back—
Mike drifted.

Not gone.
Not present.

Something moved through him.
Slow.
Heavy.

Not light.
Not the same as before.

It didn’t pull.
It carried.

Sound reached him—
but not clean.
Broken.
Delayed.

“…slow…”

A voice.
Familiar.

It didn’t land as words.
Just direction.

Mike didn’t respond.
Didn’t need to.

The space around him shifted.
Not opening.
Not closing.
Just… moving.

Like something beneath the surface—
changing the shape of everything above it.

The truck pushed forward.
Water rising slightly at the edges now.
Lapping against the sides.

“Stay center,” someone said.

Ruth didn’t look at them.
She was already there.

Her hand stayed on him.
Not checking.
Not pressing.

Holding.

She felt it.
Not movement.
Not change.

Absence.

That mattered more.

Her grandfather’s voice—
not memory.
Not exact.

“You don’t read the surface.”

Ruth’s eyes tracked the flow.
Where it sped up.
Where it broke around something unseen.

“There’s always something underneath.”

The truck dipped slightly.
One tire finding lower ground.

The movement shifted.
Pulled.

“Left,” Ruth said.

The driver corrected.
Not fully.
But enough.

The truck steadied.

In the back—
Mike’s awareness slipped.

Not outward.
Not upward.

Sideways.

The space didn’t hold a center.

He felt the motion—
but not the source.

Like being in water without knowing which way was up.

Something passed through him.
Not force.
Not pressure.

A current.

It didn’t ask.
Didn’t wait.

It moved him—
whether he followed or not.

Mike tried—
not to fight it—
to understand it.

Find the pattern.

There wasn’t one.

Or there was—
but not one he could hold.

The sound came again.
Closer this time.

“Hold—”

It broke.

Then—
clearer.

“Hold the line.”

It didn’t land the same.

Not something to grip.
Not something to control.

Something to stay near.

Something that didn’t require him to fix it.

That was new.

The truck hit another stretch.
Water deeper now.
Splash rising higher along the sides.

“Keep moving,” the driver muttered.

No one answered.

Ruth’s focus didn’t shift.

Her hand tightened slightly.
Not from fear.
From decision.

“You don’t wait,” her grandfather had said.

She looked ahead.
Through the rain.
Through the broken line of the road.

“We don’t slow again,” she said.

That landed.

The driver nodded once.
Didn’t question it.

The truck pushed forward.

In the back—
Mike stilled.

The current didn’t stop.
Didn’t weaken.

But something in him—
didn’t resist it the same way.

Not surrender.
Not giving in.

Just…
not fighting.

For a moment—
the movement aligned.

Not controlled.
Not corrected.

Allowed.

It didn’t last.

Nothing held long enough for that.

But it was there.

And somewhere beneath it—
something shifted.

Not the current.

Him.

Outside—
the storm pressed harder.
Water rising.
Wind cutting across the road.

Inside—
smaller.
Tighter.

But still moving.

Still holding.

For now.

Ruth leaned closer.
Just enough.

“Stay with me,” she said.

Not louder.
Not softer.

Certain.

Because the road was still there.
Even if they couldn’t see it.

And so was he.
Even if he couldn’t hold it.
Perfect—this is the right way to do it.

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